This is just a long whinge.
So, this week, I finally managed to get through to Circus Space while they were actually answering the phone, but by the time I got managed all the classes were sold out. Seem to have missed out on the gorilla circus one day things as well.The awesome purple DMs that I'm sure I saw and wanted for my birthday don't seem to have ever existed any more. All a bit diappointing.
Really not happy with how my.Nano rewrite is going. It's better. I've worked out what the problem is with my dialogue. Now I need to address the suiddenly quite glaring issues with a complete absence of any character in my minor characters. Seems that everyone my main character meets is a bored bureucrat. And my heart's no in it. I should probably take a break and focus on something else. It's only a hobby. Why is it becoming a chore? I feel guilty if I don't spend a lot of time reading as well. I really can't work out why. Do I need to justify the investment? Is it that I identify as a sci-fi geek and feel I should want to? Why can't I just sit and enjoy these books when I feel like it?
My concern rhere is that I allow myself to stagnate the four evenings a week I'm away. I spend way too much time surfing the net and arguing with idiots on reddit. Writing is an actual hobby that I feel is self-improving. I want to go out and do something and I can't find anything in Welwyn that appeals. Hell, I should go and visit friends in the vicinity. They're not too far away.
Pah! I'm just rubbish at this life malarky. I should have a great one but I have no idea how to use it.