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Why am I suddenly so content?
May. 19th, 2007 09:26 pmI seem to be surprisingly happy with how things are at the moment.
Work should be stressful since I've been working on this damn shader for the past week and it still isn't right. I should be moping about being single but I don't seem to care. I spent the entire day on my own playing video games and I enjoyed having the day to myself.
On the face of it, this shouldn't be a cause for complaint. I am after all in a good mood. But I've always been a lot happier when there's a little bit of dissatisfaction. I like to have something to strive for. I feel useless when everythings going my way.
The main problem is I've been so mood swingy recently that I know this isn't going to stick. I should try to solve my potential problems when I'm in a positive mood but I just lack the motivation.
Work should be stressful since I've been working on this damn shader for the past week and it still isn't right. I should be moping about being single but I don't seem to care. I spent the entire day on my own playing video games and I enjoyed having the day to myself.
On the face of it, this shouldn't be a cause for complaint. I am after all in a good mood. But I've always been a lot happier when there's a little bit of dissatisfaction. I like to have something to strive for. I feel useless when everythings going my way.
The main problem is I've been so mood swingy recently that I know this isn't going to stick. I should try to solve my potential problems when I'm in a positive mood but I just lack the motivation.
