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I seem to abruptly be feeling a bit down.
Maybe it's just winter. Or maybe it's irritation at work. Or maybe I just need to get out more
If it's winter there's not a lot I can do about it.
Work is bugging me more and more. I'm not sure how much I should save before I can safely tell them I'm done. It's all been frustrating though. There seems to be very little direction. And the whole project seems to be finding a problem for our expensive solution to solve. We've found such a problem and can just about hammer it into a shape to fit our solution. And the code my colleague produced is an interface to the application, which seems to have exactly the same interface, and does very little itself. Seems to have been written with no thought to what we want to do.
The weekly commute is starting to get to me.
I'm wondering whether I made the right decision moving to where I did. It is cheaper, larger, less cluttered and has one fewer sweet but really irritating landlady. On the other hand, it's not convenient for the station. Makes going into London a bit of a problem. Can't drink if I'm there, unless I get a taxi back from the station. Then my car's in the wrong place the next day.
I miss the weekly gaming sessions. I need to see friends more. This requires effort. One of the problems of feeling a bit down is motivating oneself to do something about it.
Grumble over.
Maybe it's just winter. Or maybe it's irritation at work. Or maybe I just need to get out more
If it's winter there's not a lot I can do about it.
Work is bugging me more and more. I'm not sure how much I should save before I can safely tell them I'm done. It's all been frustrating though. There seems to be very little direction. And the whole project seems to be finding a problem for our expensive solution to solve. We've found such a problem and can just about hammer it into a shape to fit our solution. And the code my colleague produced is an interface to the application, which seems to have exactly the same interface, and does very little itself. Seems to have been written with no thought to what we want to do.
The weekly commute is starting to get to me.
I'm wondering whether I made the right decision moving to where I did. It is cheaper, larger, less cluttered and has one fewer sweet but really irritating landlady. On the other hand, it's not convenient for the station. Makes going into London a bit of a problem. Can't drink if I'm there, unless I get a taxi back from the station. Then my car's in the wrong place the next day.
I miss the weekly gaming sessions. I need to see friends more. This requires effort. One of the problems of feeling a bit down is motivating oneself to do something about it.
Grumble over.
